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At night I lay awake, unsure,
and wonder how we’ll make love more
appealing than subservience and power.
I wonder what could’ve ever gone
so utterly and deeply wrong
our hearts grow even colder by the hour.
Haven’t you ever reached out for help?
How have you turned so much against yourself?
What’s got us caught up in the lie of
what’s important in our lives?
Tell me, where did we go so wrong?
It was: CAPITALISM all along! (All along!)
It was: GREED and CORRUPTION,
that has caused all this disruption.
It was: CAPITALISM all along!
Tell me that you never got
the feeling that all hope is lost,
and no matter what you do you cannot win?
Tell me that you’ve ever seen
the sky so blue or grass so green
as what they show us daily on our screens?
Haven’t you ever reached out for help?
How have you turned so much against yourself?
What’s got us caught up in the lie of
What’s important in our lives?
Tell me, where did we go so wrong?
It was: CAPITALISM all along! (All along!)
It was: GREED and CORRUPTION,
that has caused all this disruption.
It was: CAPITALISM all along!
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2. |
Problem
03:29
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[chorus]
It's only a problem
if you make it a problem.
It's only a sad thing
if you make it a bad thing.
When we’re stumbling through our
So-called lives
When we’re making-do
With compromise
And now we gotta hear these
Fucking guys?
I don’t think so.
[verse 1]
If you have a problem
With the way I live my life,
You can fuck right off and die.
No one needs to hear it.
If you have a worry
‘Bout how I organize my home,
Shift your worries to your own,
It’s not your business.
If you have a question
About my immortal soul,
Then I think that you should know:
There are stupid questions.
I don’t wanna make rules,
To control each other’s lives,
Let individuals decide how
They express their human rights.
[chorus]
It's only a problem
if you make it a problem.
It's only a sad thing
if you make it a bad thing.
When we’re stumbling through our
So-called lives
When we’re making-do
With compromise
And now we gotta hear these
Fucking guys?
I don’t think so.
[verse 2]
If you have a problem
With giving everyone a chance
To get their own advance,
Then you’re a fucking ass.
If you really think that
We’re more different than alike,
Then I wish that you just might
Grow a fucking brain.
If you have a question
About the rights of all humans
To receive a helping hand,
Then fuck right off.
I don’t wanna make rules,
To control each other’s lives,
Let individuals decide how
They express their human rights.
[chorus x 2]
It's only a problem
if you make it a problem.
It's only a sad thing
if you make it a bad thing.
When we’re stumbling through our
So-called lives
When we’re making-do
With compromise
And now we gotta hear these
Fucking guys?
I don’t think so.
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3. |
Lockdown Drill
02:48
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[verse 1]
I’m sitting in the classroom at school.
It’s not the first time that I’m unsure:
There are 20 quiet kindergarteners
Waiting for a sign that danger is over.
Their eyes search around the room
The lights are all off and we’re surrounded by gloom.
The teacher presses ear to door
She knows that she’s not supposed to be so close.
I signed up to help the kids with their art.
I signed up to help with finger-paints and tying up smocks.
I signed up to help my son feel supported.
I signed up to make sure someone tells each kid that they’re smart.
But I never would have signed up for this.
It’s something that I could have always missed.
They didn’t have this back when I was a kid.
And this feels like the wrong way to live.
[chorus]
I sat through a lockdown drill
At the elementary school.
I was with the kindergarten class
When we heard those sirens blast.
I sat through a lockdown drill
With the students of room one-two-oh.
We told ourselves it was just a drill,
But in fact we really didn’t know.
[verse 2]
We turned out the lights.
Teacher turned the bolt into the doorframe.
We whispered out each kid’s name
And they huddled near the cubbies.
We pulled down the blinds,
And we locked shut the windows.
We took down the fishbowl
And we put it in the cupboard.
I was surprised.
I expected much more sobbing.
But the kids just sat their nodding,
They had done this before.
Then the all-clear came.
It was apparent to me,
As we put the classroom back together,
That the terrorists in politics had already won.
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4. |
Moving On
02:35
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[Verse 1]
If there were enough time
To search and find our way,
Then we wouldn’t be where we
Find ourselves today.
Is there enough time
To learn everything we need?
Could we understand it better,
Everything we’ve ever seen?
We’ve had a rough time
Making it all work.
It’s difficult to figure out
Where all the dangers lurk.
Is it enough time?
It’s all the time we have.
We’ve got to get along
Any way we can.
[chorus]
We’re moving on
With each step forward.
We’re racing down a road and
We can’t see what’s round the corner.
Moving on!
Keep pushing forward.
It gets colder through the night, but when
The sun comes it gets warmer.
Moving on!
[verse 2]
Is there a right way
To start the day?
Is there a thing that we could do
That would make our dreams come true?
Is it the right way
Or am I swayed
By the things they’re telling me that
I need when I don’t need them?
Takes a lot of time
Working on ourselves.
Maybe we should try
Changing something else?
Is this the right day
To start
Dis-man-tel-ing
All the broken tools of the state?
[chorus x2]
We’re moving on
With each step forward.
We’re racing down a road and
We can’t see what’s round the corner.
Moving on!
Keep pushing forward.
It gets colder through the night, but when
The sun comes it gets warmer.
Moving on!
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5. |
Everything Turns Grey
02:30
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Things don't seem to be as easy as they used to be
It's getting harder everyday to think
Of better things to say
About what's going on around you
And what's happening inside you
When it's time to change you won't know how
It won't matter years from now
No matter what you think or do or say
Everything turns grey
This is it, the darkest hour
Isn't it depressing how our
Minds create an atmosphere
That won't happen here unless we make some new demands
To grab the future in our hands
You know I wish I could but it's too late
For senseless minds that love to hate
No matter what you think or do or say
Everything turns grey
No matter what you think or do or say
Everything turns grey
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6. |
Before I (Die)
03:12
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[verse 1]
All my friends are the
best
and all my friends are
depressed.
If it weren't for all the awful shit
around me that I see
I'd begin to think depression
is a side effect of me.
But here I am.
And here you are.
We haven't really
come that far.
All I see is burnt-down trees
a memory of scenery,
of you and me and what
we thought we'd be,
what we thought we'd be.
[chorus]
Cuz nothing went the way
I thought it would.
But everything worked out OK
And I would say that things are good.
That's what others see,
objectively.
But I can't always help myself,
I see it pessimistically.
Time marches on, but why?
They say to put childish things aside.
But if I gotta go then I
hope that I get young before I die.
[verse 2]
I've become radical.
But not like in a fun way.
I'm sick of seeing the same bullshit
I've been seeing every day.
I'm not satisfied,
and I know I've never been.
You've tried and tried, and so have I,
and that's why we're still friends.
If it were up to me,
we'd make progress every day,
hoping CBD or mushroom tea
will chase this pain away.
But it's not up to me,
no psychedelic therapy,
can elevate, re-educate,
remediate, alleviate
all this broke humanity.
[chorus]
Cuz nothing went the way
I thought it would.
But everything worked out OK
And I would say that things are good.
That's what others see,
objectively.
But I can't always help myself,
I see it pessimistically.
Time marches on, but why?
They say to put childish things aside.
But if I gotta go then I
hope that I get young before I die.
[verse 3]
So I'm a thorn,
I'm that prickly pear.
If you don't want a fight then
why'd you come to poke the bear.
I'm not alone.
I reflect the love that I'm shown,
and all that reflects back upon
the family we've grown.
We are all very strange,
and I love us that way.
We all feel pain,
the world is rough every day.
The Sun rises each morn
and it sets every night,
and in spite of all the bullshit I'm surrounded by:
So do I.
So do I.
[chorus]
Cuz nothing went the way
I thought it would.
But everything worked out OK
And I would say that things are good.
That's what others see,
objectively.
But I can't always help myself,
I see it pessimistically.
Time marches on, but why?
They say to put childish things aside.
But if I gotta go then I
hope that I get young before I die.
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7. |
True Love Will Find You
01:57
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True love will find you in the end
You'll find out just who was your friend
Don’t be sad, I know you will
But don’t give up until
True love will find you in the end
This is a promise with a catch
Only if you're looking can it find you
‘Cause true love is searching too
But how can it recognize you
Unless you step out into the light, the light
Don’t be sad, I know you will
But don’t give up until
True love will find you in the end
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8. |
June 20, 2022
03:24
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[chorus1]
I remember last summer
When we thought you would recover
I remember last summer
Like it was yesterday
[verse1]
We came to see you for father’s day
And wheeled you out into the air
We gave you blankets and heating pads
Looking back it seems a little weird
We all gathered on Independence Day
Excited that you made it home
We ate Mexican food and we talked a lot
I took a picture of us all on my phone
[chorus2]
I remember last summer
When we thought you would recover
I remember last summer
When we made plans for yesterday
[verse2]
You were a real motherfucker
And you could cut with the words that you would say
But you had a heart , you were a helper
You gave us that, and it remains
There was no easy path laid out for us
We followed you to each new home
We found the good things wherever we were
Or we made them on our own
[chorus3]
I remember last summer
When we thought you would recover
I remember last summer
When we made plans for yesterday
[verse3]
It doesn’t matter how it ended
Every change is a new beginning
And everywhere I go I’m bringing
A little part of you with me
It’s not about being the best
Or rich or well-prepared
Loving with your heart, and thinking with your head
Will mostly get you there
[chorus4]
I remember last summer
When we thought you would recover
I remember last summer
When we made plans for yesterday
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9. |
Visiting Washington DC
04:07
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Verse 1:
We got caught in the rain on the steps of
the American Museum of Stuff.
We hadn't seen everything that was in there
but we said that we had both seen enough.
I bought a miniature Washington obelisk
and an even smaller Bill of Rights.
The storm clouds had gathered atop of us
we couldn't hide out on the steps all night.
So we fled down the slick marble staircase,
raised a shopping bag to keep off the rain.
I fell once at the top and slid halfway down,
and by the time I could feel the pain,
we were over the jersey barriers,
that were placed to keep the bad guys at bay.
I couldn't see where we were going,
but I trusted you to lead the way.
Chorus:
We were tourists in the US Capitol
Americans in search of our roots
We came to find out the story behind us
We want to see what we see on the news
Verse 2:
The rain came down in rushing streams,
the cars crawled in the streets.
The ground was muddy sucking thing,
and the puddles were so deep.
We ran to Smithsonian Station
and lined up for the slow ride down.
The water fell with impatience
and we did our best just not to drown.
Crowded into the Metro,
to get the Blue Line going south.
We had to hold hands on the platform
to keep each other from slipping out.
Trying not to drip on the workers,
coming home from a long day away.
Pushing paper in government offices
And saying what the government say.
Chorus:
We were tourists in the US Capitol
Americans in search of our roots
We came to find out the story behind us
We want to see what we see on the news
Verse 3:
When the train came up from the underground,
we could see that the sky had cleared.
The torrent that caught us up so quick
had just as quickly disappeared.
We shuffled off the train with the workers
pretending we'd put in a full day
of service to our country and kinfolk
of hard work and effort and pain.
As we tripped through Alexandria,
looking for the place we called home,
we could see rainwater rivers running
reminders of the weather we’ve known.
It comes so fast when it hits us,
we can't outrun the flood for long.
Powerful waves that keep making change
well after the water's gone.
Chorus:
We were tourists in the US Capitol
Americans in search of our roots
We came to find out the story behind us
We want to see what we see on the news
We were tourists in the US Capitol
We Americans in search of our roots
We came to find out the story behind us
We want to see what we see on the news
What we see on the news
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10. |
Make It Worth It
02:57
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Refrain:
What would it take
to make it all worth it,
when it's not worth anything?
What would it make,
if it turned out to be worth it,
would it not change anything?
For Goodness' sake,
could it ever be worth it,
when it cost us everything?
What would it take,
to make it all worth it,
when it's not worth anything?
Verse 1:
Just down the street
there's a thousand people marching,
fists raised, outraged, for the cause.
But over here
are a hundred people shopping,
buying things that they don't need and they don't want.
Round the corner
there's a group of people gathered,
to remember a child we mourn.
The other day some man drove
his car into the crowd
leaving people's bodies broken and torn.
Bridge:
There are many things that I will never know,
many things that I won't ever see.
But the question that really bothers me:
How Reason wins against Insanity?
Verse 2:
Up in the city hall
the mayor meets the cops
making deals to cover up their crimes.
But over here
are people feeding people,
every person works to move the line.
In the states
the legislature's overtaken,
sold the highest bidder every time.
On the ground
people caring for the wounded
victims of this country's latest violent crime.
Bridge:
There are many things that I will never know,
many things that I won't ever see.
But the question that really bothers me:
How Reason wins against Insanity?
Verse 3:
In the streets
the people are still marching
still striving for the prize they never got.
In the capitol
there's no sympathy or help
for the workers who are not allowed to stop.
On the TVs
we watch our nation's helpless leaders
held hostage to the madness they've bought.
In the homes
we hug our little kids and hope
they never have to fight what we have fought.
Bridge:
There are many things that I will never know,
many things that I won't ever see.
But the question that really bothers me:
How Reason wins against Insanity?
Refrain:
What would it take
to make it all worth it,
when it's not worth anything?
What would it make,
if it turned out to be worth it,
would it not change anything?
For Goodness' sake,
could it ever be worth it,
when it cost us everything?
What would it take,
to make it all worth it,
when it's not worth anything?
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11. |
Half My Life
04:21
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[verse 1]
Half my life’s behind me
And I don’t plan on dying young
I’ve got one foot in the grave, one foot in my mouth
And I’m not sure if this is fun
I think I’m always going to want
To be something that I’m not
I don’t mean to disappoint you
But I don’t think it’s working out
[instrumental]
[bridge]
Sometimes it’s like I’m treading water
My feet can’t touch any ground
Sometimes it’s like I’m getting farther
From where I’ll ever be found
Sometimes I feel I’m just reacting
And never taking the lead
Sometimes I tell myself that I’m a failure
But that self-talk is all on me
[instrumental]
[verse 2]
I wake up at 4am again
And it feels like sleeping in
I’ve got thoughts that I can’t stop
And I’ve got beefs that I won’t drop
I’m never satisfied
But I don’t have that much drive
And I don’t plan on dying young
Half my life’s behind me
Half my life’s behind me
Half my life’s behind me
Half my life’s behind me
And I don’t plan on dying young
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12. |
I'll Be True to You
01:24
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[verse 1]
My love,
I’ll be true to you.
Like the sun
And all the flowers do.
I look for you
To get me through.
You need me, too.
I think you do.
[verse 2]
My love,
I know sometimes we clash.
But just be sure
That I’ll keep coming back.
Sometimes I’m not
Who I want
To be when I miss you.
And I get jealous, too.
[verse 3]
My love,
Let’s not ever say
Goodbye,
when we go away
I’ll see you soon.
We will resume.
We’re notes in
The same tune.
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13. |
Hanging With Hitesh
01:04
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[instrumental]
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